west coast baby ;
say what you want i don’t give a fuck im one cute duck.
so today i went to see the great gatsby
i know its a book because i began to read it & my teacher told me not to
anyways i saw the movie
&learned so much from it
people chase people , & sometimes those people
do NOT deserve to get chased,
well your chasing someone your whole life is at a pause you may or may not
notice its so sad
your doing everything according to them & what might happen if you get a
chance to be with them your not living for you
your chasing someone , & if that person really cared they would stop
or really just be with you
you chase someone for a period of time, or forever & than you die
when you could have been living YOUR life.
live your life , & don’t let your self fall in love & if you do don’t.
OK so you know when
people break up & say things like
“i hope they never fall in love again”
or
“i hope they go through what they put me through”
shit like that.
really makes me mad, why would you want that?
you probably put them through shit to
&what makes YOU so fucking special? your gonna
fall in love again,get treated right so why does your ex
deserve to not get treated right?
i told a boy i really cared about that i hope he becomes happy
&find someone whos gonna love him right
&he did me wrong,well it takes two so we did each other wrong.
BUTT i wished him luck on it,
because i think everyone deserves to be happy i enjoy laughing,
i enjoy the feeling of love, i enjoy being happy & everyone does emjoy that
so EVERYONE deserves that no matter how dirty they did you
they deserve someone whos going to love them&who they are going to love.
if your wishing the opposite of that towards them than you don’t
deserve it cus your a greedy person.
so think about that the next time you say “i hope he/she gets treated like shit”
cus NO one deserves that everyone is worth something&
deserves the best.
Doug D - Your Love ft. Uncontrollable Rage (prod. by FourthBeats) (by Bill Phoreal)
this song is by my uncle doug & rage its baby making music
LOVE LOVE LOVE
I never want to be in love ever in my fucking life i hope it never happens to me,im never going to date im going to avoid that shit forever and ever for as long as possible
because every time i even allow myself to give a fuck about someone i get hurt,
so i rather just learn to avoid it.
when your dating someone you have to understand their lifestyle that you might not see them they might work out of town that they might be around the opposite sex alot that they might be out for nights and days because thats what comes with the person your dating if you cant handle it before you really get together you wont be able to handle it after im just saying know what your actually getting yourself into and if you know you cant handle it leave them because it’s unfair for them to.
the drugs took over, your never sober you’ll never be YOU again
sometimes i just wonder
what the fucks wrong with me, did i do something horrible to not deserve to be happy with another human being ? this boy broke me so bad im better now i built myself back up and i love myself but im still so unsure of myself i know what i deserve but i don’t get it i know i should demand it but im afraid to im a sucker for love so i take it in any way its offered atleast i use to i use to figure whatever fuck it he loves me thats why he acts psycho he loves me thats why he gets mad he talks shit to me about what im doing because he cares i was so wrong.
BUTTT.now i know what i deserve i deserve to be happy i deserve to smile and have fun with someone and make them laugh and poke them , kiss them , hug them smile with them go out with him , he has to love music tho cus will be hitting hella shows im not sure if i want a boyfriend right now cus im having fun enjoying life , i just want to be someone’s something special for once.
i always make someone my priority when im only an option in their life.
